I feel like shit warmed up and stress is killing me.
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if my life is going to be like this forever - if it’s just going to be me eating and hating myself and being unable to stop self-sabotage or to even love and me panicking over homework and me feeling horrible about my body then i don’t want to live okay, kindly take me away from this stupid world painlessly.
Bitches love cocaine.
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me:
hi i'd like to order sweet and sour chicken, some beef frie-
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chinese restaurant:
do u want egg roll
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me:
i didn't even finish my order
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chinese restaurant:
*to the chef* Zhīfáng měiguó xīwàng dàn juǎn
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me:
what
will forever be obsessed with this and will therefore reblog it every time it comes back on my dash.
(Source: sk4te-lifestyle)
My mistakes have left me continually looking back in horror and awaiting God’s punishment. His wrath will kill me and I am so terrified I do not know if the spate of awful things happening to me are because I believe they will or because he simply hates me.
Why did the ones I love pay for my sins, what did they do to have me bring this pain on them; why? I don’t understand why they are suffering for me when they did nothing wrong. Tell me why; give me a sign.
This will all be history some day.
